Dear God

Dear God,

I have plenty of wishes. I did not expect every wishes i made will come true but please grant those which are good for me according to your will.

Thank you, dear God for your unfailing love and wonderful blessings you have endowed upon me. I am not worthy of your grace amazing God, i'm a  sinner and i cannot be a saint yet You gave me more.

Juary

Remember HIM!

12 Don’t let the excitement of youth cause you to forget your Creator. Honor him in your youth before you grow old and say, “Life is not pleasant anymore.”  

 Remember him before the light of the sun, moon, and stars is dim to your old eyes, and rain clouds continually darken your sky.  

Remember him before your legs—the guards of your house—start to tremble; and before your shoulders—the strong men—stoop. 

Remember him before your teeth—your few remaining servants—stop grinding; and before your eyes—the women looking through the windows—see dimly.

Remember him before the door to life’s opportunities is closed and the sound of work fades. Now you rise at the first chirping of the birds, but then all their sounds will grow faint.
Remember him before you become fearful of falling and worry about danger in the streets; before your hair turns white like an almond tree in bloom, and you drag along without energy like a dying grasshopper, and the caperberry no longer inspires sexual desire. 
Remember him before you near the grave, your everlasting home, when the mourners will weep at your funeral.
Yes, remember your Creator now while you are young, before the silver cord of life snaps and the golden bowl is broken. Don’t wait until the water jar is smashed at the spring and the pulley is broken at the well.  

For then the dust will return to the earth, and the spirit will return to God who gave it.

~Ecclesiastes 12(NLT)

Carpe Diem

Day by day i'm learning.
Day by day i'm trying to fight myself.
Day by day i'm accepting.
Day by day i'm living.

Everyday is a new life.
Everyday is a wonderful blessing.
Everyday is wonderful.
Everyday is a challenge.

Today means i should start anew.
Today means moving on.
Today means letting go.
Today means forgiving.

Joy is not sin

I noticed I have fear of laughter replaced by sorrows. It was like I cannot be happy much since sorrow looms somewhere waiting to strike. I don’t when it started but one specific moment that I will always remember was the day my father died. May 21^st of 2007 my family had so much fun. We laugh our hearts out as if there’s no tomorrow then bang…. the creepy news followed.

Today we have that kind of hearty laugh. Blurry visions, myriad fears and sorrows I feel.  I know  I cannot control unforeseen circumstances I can only pray for our brighter future.