illusion

walkaway now

Just when you thought of having a great eve it turns out to be the opposite. I can see it in your eyes you don’t feel the same way before. I let you go because I can’t stand seeing you. How can I love you so much? You’re different now. You’re cold and I’m pathetic.  I’m hungry for your love that you cannot give.

You know that i would go for a mile just to see you for a night. I would defy gravity just to be with you. I give up forever for you.

From somebody's blog

how much Am I Worth?

Dear Jan,

You are worth of all Heaven. You are worth all the mountains, and hills, and valleys and oceans, because you're the Masterpiece of my creation. You are worth all the stars and galaxies combined together, because you're more beautiful than this entire Universe. You are worth every drop of my blood, because i gave my life on the Cross.

Love yourself!

You have a great Manufacturer. I will keep you forever.

I have loved you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3)

God

Thy will be done

Thank you Lord! Praise be your name for the good things in my life and i pray for all the bad things that i may surpass. for guiding me. for protecting me. for saving me. Your grace is sufficient enough.

It is your will dear Lord, not mine :)

25 minutes too late

Hope never dies

I was thinking of hope to let it die. I kept on repeating, "Die Hope, die. You are no good to me. Please die". Yet, i was dreaming of it, telling me that hope will surely stay.

Music and Lines

I'm a great lover of music but i value more the lyrics. I only have 4 tracks on my list:

•  The Bridge Song by Dishwalla band

           I don't know where to go so I guess I have to fly
          I'll have to dream of all good things before I  die
          So where to go, Lord, I guess I'll have to fly
          I'll have to dream of all good things before I die

• Hiding My Heart by Brandi Carlile

• This is how the story went
  I met someone by accident
  Who blew me away
  Blew me away

• Let Go of Her Hand by Right the Stars band

• Somethings were not meant to be forever
  Somethings we were never meant to keep
  And sometimes I would really love to stay and watch her dream
  But I don't think it's time to go to sleep
  
  fall away for the moment
  take in all the love I can
  close my eyes
  than let go of her hand

• In Your Arms by the Last Goodnight band

• You are the most beautiful thing I've every seen in my entire life
  You are the most beautiful thing these eyes have seen
  
  I will fall asleep here in your arms
  Every breath that you take breaks my heart