What i want

i want to be love truly. i want people to be real, if you hate me then so be it. i want a peaceful life. i want to be happy all the time. i want good health for me, my family, friends and everyone. i want my expectations to be inline with reality. i want happy endings. i want to read good books. i want to finish my masters. i want to shoot. i want to travel places. i want to serve the Lord. I want to watch good movies. I want not to sleep. i want my time to be enough. i want to be smart. i want to be great at something. i want my family to be happy and everybody too. i want what i want.

illusion

walkaway now

Just when you thought of having a great eve it turns out to be the opposite. I can see it in your eyes you don’t feel the same way before. I let you go because I can’t stand seeing you. How can I love you so much? You’re different now. You’re cold and I’m pathetic.  I’m hungry for your love that you cannot give.

You know that i would go for a mile just to see you for a night. I would defy gravity just to be with you. I give up forever for you.

From somebody's blog

how much Am I Worth?

Dear Jan,

You are worth of all Heaven. You are worth all the mountains, and hills, and valleys and oceans, because you're the Masterpiece of my creation. You are worth all the stars and galaxies combined together, because you're more beautiful than this entire Universe. You are worth every drop of my blood, because i gave my life on the Cross.

Love yourself!

You have a great Manufacturer. I will keep you forever.

I have loved you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3)

God

Thy will be done

Thank you Lord! Praise be your name for the good things in my life and i pray for all the bad things that i may surpass. for guiding me. for protecting me. for saving me. Your grace is sufficient enough.

It is your will dear Lord, not mine :)

25 minutes too late

Hope never dies

I was thinking of hope to let it die. I kept on repeating, "Die Hope, die. You are no good to me. Please die". Yet, i was dreaming of it, telling me that hope will surely stay.