I need.

Have you ever been sad and glad at the same time? I did.
Have you ever tried to accept reality but somehow you wished for the things you hope for? I did.
Have you ever paid too much for your whistle? I did.

ha-ha-ha

the thing is, i know things will happened that way. it's just that

i did?

Four days of agony. Was it? (i slept the most of the nights, and not entirely listening..)  i guess i'm not good at memorizing stuffs..hehe.

But thank God!

be Happy-esh

 

When you want something bad enough, nothing much can stop you. As the Bible says, If you are unable to make up your mind and are undecided in all you do, you must not think that you will receive anything from the Lord. (James 1:7-8)

Dear Prudence

Dear Prudence,

I wish i can control what i feel. I wish i have this power to discipline me but it's so hard. Harder than  i thought it would be. I'm not winning. I always go back to the same old freakin me. The monster inside me is hard to kill, i guess it rooted deeply