life is a joke

ain't it funny you just have it then lost it again in just a sec?

life moves on!

life moves on for me and for you! no matter how painful and hard life is as long as we continue breathing strive to be happy! at least we experienced what it is laughter-joy-happiness-hardships-harshness-beauty of being alive in a roller coaster journey!

THank You Lord!

bored

what can i do to ease this boredom i feel right now? sigh..

REM

i dreamt last night that i was riding a tricycle and laughing. in my dream i am so carefree. i love that feeling to last but heck that was just a dream, waking up is a different thing.
when i looked at the meaning of my dream particularly the laughter, it means i need to lighten up and let go of my problems. nevertheless it is also a sign of joyous release and pleasure.
DO i really have a problem?hmmmn... maybe internal turmoil.lol
good grief got a complicated life here that if i think every detail it will make me vomit. good thing i have a "i don't think and i don't care" nature.

got a bad day but clash of the titans eases it away!

wanna be

i realized that if i stay in this career forever, i wanna be the best instructor that i can be!

new year = new life (am i right?)

here's my problem i dont feel like new year as a new day. in fact i never welcomed it i just sleep. i feel like it's just another day passing by in my life nothing new. i mean im not waiting for a magical moment to happen because there wouldnt be.

what fascinates me is how time flies so fast... just like that and puff another year! woo... it;s like awhile ago i was celebrating my bday, chitchatting, laughing, loving, hating, crying, happy, sad, bashful, feeling wonderful, having fun, living for a moment, doing spontaneous, not caring about the world, not caring what will happen next, doing crazy things and stupid stuffs, ambitious, proud, stupid and foolish, insignificant, alive, not so alive, excited, shy, ignorant, fantastic, marvelous, etc. then suddenly it was just a year ago!

my new motto: SMILE and be HAPPY always even if the world doesnt want you to!

addiction

i have so many addictions in life that if i missed doing it, i felt something is missing with my day...

im addicted to the internet
- fb, ym, plurk


im addicted to someone
addicted w/ d talks and anything to do w/ ...

im addicted to music
life would be more boring w.o this


im addicted to my thoughts
cant stop thinking, imagining


im addicted to what makes me happy
even there's an ifs involve

im addicted to all kinds of stuff thats useless


so many addictions i need a cure.