i realized that i don't usually take a a hard laugh because im afraid of its consequence... because when i poured myself into laughter the next days, surely tears will follow.
it shouldn't be that way. i should embrace laughter. i shouldn;t be afraid of the what if's that i might get in the long run.
i might be brave to look at but at the deepest recesses of my soul, i am full of fear.
maybe but just maybe.
from now on, i will be stronger and much braver.
from now on, i will value what i have and not so hoping on the what i might have.
from now on, i will decide firmly no matter what the outcome is.
from now on, i will grow up.
from now on, i will think harder.
from now on, i will be a better person than before. (u knw what i mean)
from now on, i will take life as it is.
but maybe, just maybe...
give me courage please.
