Tuesday, May 10, 2011

you are what you think

What’s on my mind right now? I asked myself.
...I got so many nonsense thought.
...I know this is madness. There are so many things popping right now without my consent.
... I cannot control my own thoughts. It’s as if i'm always dreaming.

On my mind i created stories, Which i think is bad for me. I cannot remember when i started doing this, but my guess was during my childhood days. when i wanted things to change, When i want my world to be this and that, When i want my dream to be the reality because i don’t want the life that happened to me in the real world….

I don’t know.

Today, the day ended so fast.
Today, I churned.
Today, _________.

I wanted to listen to my mind because I know my heart is deceitful, but my mind is in chaos.
I don’t know , I just have faith.